Confessions... all over again!

I still remember the night I confessed my love to you.
I can still feel the same jitters.
Talking to you is like listening to your favorite song on a long lonely highway in a rainy weather.
I wish our moment of confession never ends, exactly the way we wish the drive never comes to an end.

You control my mind like nothing else ever did.

You give me a peculiar kind of a high I have never felt before,
I don't feel cold, I don't feel warm, I just feel you around me, and it's very comforting,
You make me feel so good, so so good,
that the only thing that seems unjustified to me now is the distance between us.

I fall for you every time we meet.
I feel like I am falling in love every time I hear you,
and it sounds crazy but it is true that my heart skips a beat every time I get a text from you;
hoping there would be thousand more things you want to say to me,
hoping you would never stop till we meet.

Because when you say things, I feel on top of the world.
Because when you say things, my life suddenly turns upside down and I see nothing but beautiful.
Because when you say things, I know you mean it.
Because when you mean it, I feel like I am living a life. 

I want to confess a few things all over again today,
because that is how I feel everyday- falling in love with you every freaking moment. 

Confession:

As I write, I am thinking of you and falling in love all over again,

I don't know whether it's right or not,

All I know is, that, it is there, and I cannot keep it within, all by myself,

I have lost the number of times I have tried resisting you and these feelings inside me,

But eventually I lost to myself,

I lost to you,

I lost to us.

I am in love with you,

Madly and deeply,

I see you and I just want to touch you,

I see you and I feel like taking you in my arms to feel you and your breath.
And when I breath your breath, I want to own them and I want you to own mine.

I dint believe in the word magic till you happened to me.
I dint understand why people kept talking about some three magical words till you uttered them for me.
Wanna hear you say the three words over and over again - It truly feels magical. 
Wanna be with you forever -  I feel like I own the world when you are by my side.

Because I now know, that is where I was always meant to be.
Because that is where my heart and soul lie.
Because it is you who holds all the keys to my heart.
Because every beat this heart beats is for you.

Yes I am in love with you, now, and forever!
Take it or break it.
If you take it, I promise you will never regret.
If you break it, I promise I will confess it all over again!

True Luvv...!

Perhaps each of us have moments in our lives when it feels like the time slows down, the air stops blowing and everything around us comes to a standstill, making that moment as one we will never forget. 

There are people who experience one or two or may be three such experiences in their life and then there are many who are probably waiting for one such moment. And here I am, probably the luckiest of them all, having experienced such moments every time we see each other.

I experienced my first such moment when I looked into your eyes and lost myself at the way they were looking into me. 

I experienced another after that when we hugged each other for the first time. The kind of rush I still feel when we hug. 

And I have been experiencing one such moment almost everyday since then except for the days when we dint see each other. The latest one being just yesterday when you held on to my left arm while taking a small walk.

It is in such moments I know that you are the right person for me, the right person made for me, someone who has become my reason to live in no time. 

I realize that I want to make you happy, to see your smile every day, to make you laugh everyday.

I want to be a part of you and want you to be a part of mine. And thinking back on all the times I have smiled in my heart, I know that you are the one with whom I would want to spent my whole life with.

True love (that I have found in someone as wonderful as you) I have always believed is never about only me. I know for sure, it is about the person you love (in my case that's definitely you), your wants, your needs, your hopes and your dreams. 

I want to fulfill all of them without an iota of doubt. Because I know my happiness lies in you, in dreaming your dreams, and in achieving your hopes.

What I want to do now, everyday, for the rest of my life, till the power above us decides to dust me down, is to show you an outpour of love. I want to lay aside your pain and any sort of anguish anyone might cause you and want to lovingly take you in my arms and sooth your soul.

You think I am doing it all for you! Aren't you?

No I am not. I am doing it for myself. 

Because the person I am in love with (you know who I am talking about here), will make sure that the more I truly love that person, the more love I receive from her.