Wednesday, February 13, 2013

I want you to know it!


A kid asked me, how big is this sky? And I could not define it. "Verrrryyy Bigg..." I told her and she kept asking "How Big...!" and all I could do was stretch my arms as much I could and still could not convince her.
You cannot define a few things around you. You cannot measure it. You just know its there, in plenty.

You know where I am taking you with this. Isn't it? Yeah, like the sky, I cannot define the luvv I hold inside, for u. And yet, I want to convey it. I know I cannot show you how much it is, I know I cannot put a number to it, but yet, I want to show it. I want you to know it.

I know these words will fall short. I know this life will not be enough. In fact, I know even life more than one will fall short. I know, but I want you to know it.

There has to be something, I am yet to come across, that could express exactly how I feel about you. There has to be something out there, at a place not known to me, which might be noting down every time I think of you. And I am sure, it must be tired of noting that down every second. Because that's how much I think of you. I know it, and I want you to know it.

When we love someone, we probably find a place to fit in the person in everything we do, in everything we see, in everything we touch. I do that. I make you the reason of my living. I walk with you in every step I walk. I breathe you in every breath of mine. My mind knows its thinking about you, but I want you to know it.

There must be thousand ways I might have tried showing my luvv to you already and yet, i want to find thousand more ways of doing it. I do not want a pause, I do not want to stop, all I want is to love you. The love inside me loves someone madly, and that someone is you. I convey this to you today, the way I probably did many times before, because I want you to know it.

There is a connection, a strong one at that. There has to be one, to explain why I miss you when you are not around, but still my soul does not feel your absence. It probably meets yours somewhere. This keeps my heart beating. My heart knows it might have stopped otherwise, but I want you to know it.

Now that you know it, I want to know you love me too. Because that's all I want from you. Nothing more n nothing less. I probably will not be able to handle if its "more" and I will not settle for anything "less".
And if you agree to love me, do not take the effort of thinking and writing, the way I chose to.
Three words, a hug and a kiss, everyday, is all it will take for me to know, that you do.

3 comments:

  1. Jaaga 2 saal ke bad tere andar ka writer jaaga :)

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  2. Bahut khub Bhai. Shaadi karke writer ban gaya yaar.

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  3. luv is in the air...now that air is in the blog ...loved it :)

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